Today was my first marathon clinic night. I was anxious, jittery, and basically felt like I was going to throw up. I showed up 15 minutes early just to make sure that I wasn't the last one there. When I got there I got my name tag, sat down and waited. A few more people arrived up and then we started with the introductions.
I'm very thankful that I was one of the first ones to say hi. My goal - to finish The Marathon, time TBD - seemed a little sad after hearing everybody else. Now I know that I can't compare myself to men and women that have run longer races. It's just very hard to sit there and think you have an attainable goal when 4 out of 12 in the group have BQ'd.* It's also hard to hear that some of them have run 10+ marathons. I can't help but feeling extremely intimidated, even if the more experienced runners are the pace leaders and they are there to help the rest of us out. Now it's not that I don't think I can do it. I do. Everyone is really nice and I know that they'll be supportive too. But really. How can I not feel a tiny bit discouraged if I'm one of the only ones running their first marathon? It seems pretty far away still. (And, Mum, even though I say this I won't drop out...)
The good thing about the night though was that I've slotted myself in with a pace group. We did a 6.7km (4ish mile) steady run and I totally kept up - about 46min total. As long as everything goes well during training my goal at the moment is 4hr 15min. So I'm happy with how things went and am looking forward to doing my training runs. Everything starts off nice and slow for the first few weeks - but since I'm training for a 1/2 I kind of miss those runs - and then we get into uncharted (for me) territory. It's not too long until I start long runs that are past the half marathon distance. I'm still a little out of my element right now, but after meeting everybody and going out tonight I'm a lot calmer and, dare I say, a little more enthusiastic.
*For those of you who aren't up on the lingo (and I wasn't a month ago) that means they have qualified for and have run or are preparing to run the Boston Marathon, the Holy Grail of Running. I'm just looking for a PR (personal record, also known as PB or personal best) which I will have even if I have to crawl across the finish line.